The Walls of Life

the wall of belief is slowly built with patience and calmness,
in a sudden they tear it down...
betrayal...
a mixture of feelings inside...
emotions in a rage...
tears...
the wall of belief crumbles,
no more believing.

the wall of principle,
there since the age of time,
standing sturdily and thick as the Great Wall,
no wind can blow it down,
not even a tornado,
a thunderstorm is only a little shower,
the scorching summer sun and the freezing cold air of winter is nothing,
they try to tear it down,
the wall stands still,
but emotions play,
holding down the anger..
'til tears fall.

alone...
stone-cold heart...
another wall is built...
the cold wall of defence and betrayal.


[The Walls of Life by MewTeeA - June 23^rd, 2005]

Happy 20TH to MEEEE!!!!

Wuidih..udah dua puluh ye gw?! Hmm..Dad said for my 20th b’day I should take some time to reflect on my past, what have I done for the welfare of the society (kesejahteraan masyarakat) for these past 20 years?? Well..not much ^^; I think my mind-set should be oriented that way now. Unlike my dad who’s been dedicating his life in the development of Syariah Banking in Indonesia specifically, and also the world (IFSB). That’s an example of sumthin positive that he can contribute to the society. What can I contribute to the society??

What can YOU contribute to the society??

By the way these are the 1st 5 people to make my day thru sms:
1. Nurul (my bestest best friend since I was 3 years old!! Bulan depan loe nyusul yeee 20-nya…)
2. Kak Baby (FebLub) she’s 1 of my cousins who’s closest to me, thx Sis :)
3. Adiiiiiieeee!!!! Adie jelek en sok-dewasa-isi-smsnya! Huahaha just kidding bro! Thanx a lot 4 the wishes and wise words, usually u’re the 1st one 2 sms me in the middle of the night, but this time my best fren and cousin beat u to it!
4. Kappachan!!! (One of my bestest best fren in campus!) Thanx Nin!
5. Coro…nah ini yang bikin gw kaget (O_o) Gw pikir siape nih.. eh si Coa.. eh salah Coro (maaph Bang)


But before that there’s another bestest best fren of mine from campus who made my day wit a present, 2 DAYS BEFORE my b’day… *drum roll* Erlina!!! She gave me a present on the 15th and as I have promised I just opened it 2day..and nooo I did NOT peek at the present before my b’day ;) Thx for the present, I like it!

A YEAR!!!

Ternyata...my blog is 1 year old last Sunday, May 29^th, 2005!!! I forgot about that.. I was planning to do sumthin special for its 1st Anniversary..but I totally forgot. Well HAPPY 1^st BIRTHDAY TO http://deepblueseamewteea.blogspot.com !!!!

I'm doing a stupid thing.. It's 11AM in Lab 404 s'posed to study for Scripting Languages exam but I'm writing in my blog. Heck..it's open book..

Oia..it's been 2 years since my grandpa passed away and 1 year since 2 of my uncles passed away.. *silence for a while in remembrance* Well it's time to move on..can't hold on to the past forever.

Gw mo ujian kenaikan tingkat nih buat les biola di IYO! Tanggal 19 Juni, 2 days after my 20^th b'day! Doakan saya yach!! Dan doakan saya biar liburan ada kerjaan! Baru kali ini gw ga ada kerjaan, 2 bulan nganggur...Yeehaa! *joget2 kegirangan* Tahun2 lalu gw ada semester pendek (Compact Semester) atau Internship (PKL) PLUS e.COM! Tahun ini gw cuma Advisor en Judge buat e.COM sooo gw sebenarnya ga ada kerjaan.

Smoga saja gw jadi pergi ke Da'arut Tauhid (DT) to have some religious experience and ketenangan batin. Kalo bisa sih selain ke DT gw bisa Umroh ke Mekah. Truz pengen juga ke Bali en Jepang. Kakak sepupu gw mo ke Jepang ama Peter Pan (dia Marketing Manager buat record labelnya Peter Pan) awal Agustus & dia ngajakin. Tapi kemungkinan gw bayar tiket 'ndiri tapi ikut rombongan dia. Gw cuma pernah ke Jepang 1 kali and it was only in Tokyo's airport for a transit to LA, USA ^__^;;; didn't really go anywhere...

Well I hope I have a non-boring-holiday..but I have to go through the Final Exams first... Fighto~..O! (Ketularan "Gokusen" dari Nindya ^___^;;;;)